Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Article - Day 59
Resolutions
I'm looking at my resolutions and I'm doing so so right now. I won't know about the cholesterol until October but the ridding myself of clutter and cooking more is actually true. But trying to get my fat cat to diet is hard. That reminds me that my vet offers an email program to help with reducing kitty waists. I guess it's time to get in touch with her. Poor baby. They say that fat owners also tend to have fat pets. Sigh.
You Day 58
I'm almost there for my goal #1
My first goal was to lose 10% of my body weight on Jan 1. I lost 15 pounds and 3 1/2 inches so go me:) I dropped 1.6 on my bmi too:)I hope you all are doing as well. I am grateful that I only weigh myself once a month because I gained four pounds from last night. Most of that will be gone by the end of this week. I hope to reach my first goal by next month.
Less is more
One of my main goals is not only make my body smaller but my clutter smaller. This has also been successful. Just like my weight, it's not perfect but it's getting there. I'm trying to make my life more streamlined.
Exercise no matter what
I think my key to my current success is that I write everything down and I find a way to exercise no matter what. A 10 minute walk at lunch, a lame exercise dvd. Whatever it takes at least 30 minutes every day. It's been hard with the bad weather but I allow myself no excuses:) I like weights but I hate anything cardio but I do at least one hour straight, once a week and I think it's finally paying off.
Give yourself a break
Speaking of one hour of cardio, I was so sore from thursday that I gave myself a break and just went for a walk. I now know to listen to my body.
Friday, February 23, 2007
You Day 52

Vitamins - which are the right ones?
I take a B complex, a multi-vitamin, garlic and calcium so I'm good. Every diet guru says take a multi-vitamin so I guess I have too and especially calcium for women. For more info, I found this article on webmd
One of my favorite food websites - The World's Best Foods.
I love all the nutritional facts and all the health benefits. Except for some reason they don't list blackberries or cherries. I've written them. There's a book out that I hope I get for my birthday.
Flossing
I've finally started flossing every day (you're supposed to do it twice a day but I don't see that happening.) Anyway, here's a whole article on that too. Apparently, gum disease can indicate diabetes and heart problems
I miss my pedometer and my Ipod. Sigh.
Also, Smart Dogs are awesome.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
You Day 51
God Bless Amy's KitchenMonday, February 19, 2007
You Day 50

It was the bf and the boss's birthdays this week. I did o.k. for the week (even with all the cupcakes) but the bf, not so much. I committed the cardinal sin. I had a bowl of cereal (166 calories) and then started drinking when we got the bowling alley. Pitchers of beer keep magically appearing. I did manage to eat and apparently bowling burns 450 calories in 90 minutes which isn't too bad. But oy vey. There's an Oscar Party next weekend. I'm going to try not to overindulge with that.
The other thing is the kind of energy you project. If you come off mean and hostile, you going to attract mean and hostile so it kind of make sense. So I've decided to try and keep a positive outlook and know that even though my diet went way off the rails this weekend, not to beat myself up and fall back into old patterns.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Day 46
I did find a way to make a zesty veggie dish. I try to eat a tablespoon on olive oil a day (not cooked, it's better just drizzled.) Any, so I put some in some frozen veggies and feta cheese. It's very good, trust me.
Tomorrow, I'm trying to take a small break and do only some weights when I get home.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Day 45
Pilates - what is it good for - absolutely nothing?I've now attempted pilates three times now. I don't get it, Mr. Joseph Pilates. I hear it's supposed to strengthen back muscles etc. but I can't really get into it. Then there are all these strange Cronenbergeque accessories you can buy with it man. The only thing I've ever tried and liked was Pilates Sculpt, a dvd that combines weights and pilates. I'm sticking to Yoga.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Day 44
I used to be in this study at University of Penn. Essentially, it was comparing calorie restricted diets (think something like Weight Watchers) to low carb diets (aka Atkins etc.) I lost 35 pounds during the course of 2 years. What happened, life. But I've been going back to the same skills that I learned. Dr. Foster and his team have moved to Temple but if you haven't had a chance, you should check out his programs and writing. They are doing a study on an almond enriched diet which is actually a little experiment I'm trying on my own.
I lost a 1/4" of my waist, not as much as I hope but at least it's a loss and not a gain. I'm going to try and put a little more cardio back in my life. I go back in October to get my full blood work up done again. I hope that the garlic, the olive oil and the almonds all work to help my reach my goal of lowering my cholesterol by 10 points and get under 200.
SAFE
One thing that was hammered in our heads was SAFE --
Self Care
Adherence
Food Diary
Exercise
I try to do this once a week. I have been very good. I actually went out, to a restaurant, last night and indulged a little but didn't go way overboard. The food diary, as much as I feel a little burdened by it, really does work. I use the Ultimate Pocket Diet Journal by Alex Lluch - ISBN:1-887169-56-3
I even went home and did 20 minutes of strength training. The On Demand Comcast Exercise TV section has something called, I think, ResolutionSolution. Anyway, there's an Australian woman who is really excellent. I used to own her Crunch CardioSculpt VHS tape but that's been tossed.
Day 43
I looked in the mirror yesterday and discovered I am down to one chin. That was very exciting.
What do you do when your pedometer leaves you
Well, you have to actually learn to watch how long and how much exertion you're using when you walk. I found a bunch of stuff on itunes. Podrunner is pretty good if you like to walk or run with just instrumental tracks. Exercise Radio had a really good mix (Cardio Mix #12) to be exact. It has music with words it's gay, gay dance music so some of you aren't going to like it.) BTW, those 53 minutes were a much better workout than the almost two hours I was doing walking about. Plus, less exposure to the elements. Fitpod is pretty good.I also downloaded some meditation and yoga video podcasts. This comes in handy when your boyfriend is watching Lost and you just want to do yoga upstairs.
Calcium = Kidney Stones?
So I'm upping my calcium because I've got osteoporosis in our family and I don't want to be 3 feet tall like my grandma when I'm 80. Apparently, too much calcium and eating too much meat (which is not a problem out there for me but basically limit it to a hamburger a day or a 7 ounce steak a week) I'm only consuming about 1000mg a day with high calcium food so I should be cool and I take B6. I LOVE salt though so I'm going to have to watch out for that. But it's so fargin' tasty. 1 in 10 people suffer kidney stones - ouch!
Journaling
I actually starting writing in an actual diary lately. It's very beneficial. I wrote my goal this year is to treat myself better and find inspiration in well, me. I've looked for others to sort of fill that void. Man, I sound like an Oprah episode.
Friday, February 9, 2007
Day 40

I'm experimenting to see if my taking it easy is actually going to make me lose more weight. I hear stress actually makes you gain weight.
Thursday, February 8, 2007
You Day 39
I go therapy. I had abandoned it for many years but started back last August. I have a weird relationship with food, one I think many people have. I love to cook and eat. I love to cry and eat. I love to laugh and eat. Eating is central to my enjoyment (at least for as long as I remember.)
Exercise - I love to hate but I also really turn to it and obsess over it. When I'm stressed out or upset, I tend to either eat an entire bag of potato chips or workout for three hours. It's a strange parallel. I realized, I've been doing this again. I haven't been overeating, I've been trying to fill my current emotional state with 19,000 steps followed by an hour of yoga. I need to find a balance.
I, sometimes, say I want to be thin so I can disappear. I feel like sometimes thinner people are either treated better or at least left alone. Conversely, very heavy people are almost invisible. I think that's why I like being in both of those extreme states. I need to find a balance.
This is what I finally figured out today and I think it will be life changing. I want to be able to eat and not feel guilty about it. I want to know I'm beautiful rather than having someone tell me or wait to tell me that I'm beautiful.
You Day 38
They are trying to kill me:
I was nauseous from the thoughts of my first class tonight but now I'm actually nauseous. They decided to clean the outside of our cubicles with some sort of solution that I'm highly allergic too. I'm going to have to take a Silkwood Shower when I get home.
Brazil Nuts
Man are these things good. One ounce is 186 calories so beware.
Slowing Down:
I'm giving myself a tiny break on the 110 sit-ups etc. and just doing my Total Fix and Yoga DVDs. Just sort of an experiment to see if I fluctuate between high intensity workouts one week and low intensity workouts, if it will make a difference.
My reward
So I've decided if I reach my first goal of losing 10% of my current weight or getting to 30 inches for my waist, I'm treating myself to this: a facial and massage.
http://www.termediaroma.com/docs/specials.html
Eating is a pain in the arse:
I keep doing this thing where I eat 400 calories throughout the day and then I have to make 1000 calories at night. I'm working on it. BTW, I don't think I like frozen fruit for smoothies. It takes too long to defrost, particularly this tropical blend I got. But I do love the chocolate Rice Dream.
A product shoutout - Vaseline Intensive Care Lotion.
This has kept me from turning into a lizard in this freezing fargin' weather. I have the fake CVS kind that also works really well too.
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
Mall Walking Day 37
OMG, I felt like I was in George Romero's Dawn of the Dead. I had (sigh) to do the dreaded mall walk today. It was freakin' cold and I really wanted to get the hell out of office. BTW, did you there are whole clubs devoted to this. I had heard about this in Minnesota, people getting up at 7 a.m. and doing laps around the mall. Help me if you see me in a (gasp) sweatsuit and a fanny pack doing this. But I did get some exercise and picked up Brazil nuts (which are 915 calories a cup) and bananas in the process. I can't wait for it to hit a balmy 30 so I can go outside.Monday, February 5, 2007
Day 36
I hope to have the pictures I took on Sunday up on the site as soon as I figure out how to do it.Ice Cream Headache
Man, it's so cold outside I have an ice cream headache. I think it's colder than yesterday. My solutions, two scarves. No really, it works. Also, Eucerin for those of you have to brave the elements. But it's like NINE degrees outside. I love winter but when it's too cold for me, there's problems. I've lost my favorite mittens too:(
I would walk 19,000 steps
Friday, I walked like 19,000 steps (which is something obscene like 13 miles.) I had my first glass of wine in a month. One was fine. Weird. Sam and I split the veggies and cheese thing at Sisters. He hates olives and brocolli and I hate celery so we swap veggies. This is why we are friends:)
Cholesterol countdown
So besides the olive oil and garlic tablets I've been taking, I discovered that Primrose is supposed to help in that area too. It's also great, in particular, for women for PMS and to help prevent breast cancer. However, it doesn't work for everyone but I'll try it for 3 or 4 months. The evidence is still a bit sketchy. I may try some vitamin B and E which is supposed to help with "women's" issues.
Exercise Overload
I've been trying to channel all my work frustrations into exercise but that just makes me tired and more grumpy. So I'm going to ease off a bit. I don't need to do kickboxing more than once or twice a week and especially do like an hour of yoga after I've done 15,000 steps. BTW, I do feel better this morning. I would suggest the Burt's Bees therapeutic bath crystals. I was so achy from stress and the cold and it works wonders!
Sunday, February 4, 2007
You Day 35 Super Bowl Sunday- No touchdown for me:)
This has been a crappy week so I listened to Korn's Life is Peachy album. I know it's a bit of a surprise coming from someone who has one of the largest Pet Shop Boys collections but it helps. It helps me scream internally. On the way home however, I listened to my winter mix II. It helps to calm me down. I've included the track list below. That Jennifer Hudson track has really gotten me through this week for some reason and Al Green too. I think I'm going to burn my podrunner podcasts for the next walk (my ipod is still broken) to help pick up the pace.
Stormy Weather - Judy Garland
Let's do it -Ella Fitzgerald
This Must Be the Place I've Waited Years to Leave - Human Drama
Death Of A Disco Dancer -The Smiths
Untogether - Lush
The Actor - Robbie Williams
LoveStoned / I Think She Knows Interlude - Justin Timberlake
You And I Are A Gang Of Losers - The Dears
The Town I Live - Jackie Lee
Dhanno Ki Aankhon (In Dhanno's Eyes) - Kronos Quartet
On The Radio -
November Rain - Guns and Roses
My October Symphony - Pet Shop Boys
Catch -The Cure
Unchained Melody - Al Green
And I Am Telling You I'm Not Going (Highlights Version) -Jennifer Hudson
Friday, February 2, 2007
You Day 33

Sucktastic
Yesterday was a very bad day emotionally but instead of running to an entire plate of fries, I did 110 sit-ups and 60 sit-ups and watched pre-taped episodes of American Idol. People were pushing me around at work but after a good cry and a talk with my boss this morning, everything is cool.
Birthday Bonanza
Besides my bad day, there was a birthday party. I had a 1/2 cup of frozen yogurt and fruit. See how good I was. I didn't really feel like eating anyway.
Kathy Smith kickboxing my butt
Geez, I thought I could it again which I can but I kind of suck. It's good cardiovascular though and I'm going to try and do her dvd twice a week or order the budokon.
Tonight I drink!
It's weird, I could drink but I'm on so many sleepy meds, I'm afraid too. Plus, I'm kind of getting used to not drinking. The side effects of the meds are also giving me ocd which is absolutely hilarious for those of you who know messy I am.:)
Hope you all have a nice weekend.
You Day 31
Going to a hockey game, surrounded by booze and pretzels was a bit of a torture for me. Once we were out of the long hall of food and into the stadium, I was fine. Except for the Utz ads. Those are my favorite potato chips. I brought my own small container of almonds and drank enough water to float a boat. Cara, who was with me, was my witness. I worked out my food frustration when I got home with 30 minutes of yoga.
The month results
Well at day 31, I'm an inch and 1/2 smaller in the waist. I haven't weighed myself and won't do so for a month. I'm still trying to go without booze for a few more weeks (maybe until Mike's birthday.) I've been trying the whole eating a tablespoon of almonds and drinking a glass of water trick before meals. It works o.k.
Next Month's Goals
Stop eating two hours before bedtime. I cannot stop doing this.
Do 60 minutes of cardiovascular a week (in addition to the walking.) I guess I'm going to start popping in my Biggest Loser DVDs or using my jump rope more often.
Drink 64 ounces of water a day. Water just taste like, well, water. We'll see how it goes.
Start taking B vitamins. I'm freaking tired all the time.
You Day 29
Tis the Winter of My DiscontentSo I go to the doctor to get one of umpteenth prescriptions refilled. My blood pressure's low 100/60 (almost vampiric.) However, I'm now .5 pounds heavier. WTF? Everyone keeps saying it's water weight, muscle weighs more than 4, I'm PMSing but it still doesn't make me feel better. Thank God, Sam has my scale because I would have thrown it out the window.
Now Be Rationale
I will say that I do feel better and that weight is only a number. I'm up to 105 situps and 50 pushups 3 times a week and whatever strength exercises are included in the you book. The invisible chair is getting slightly easier. I am also doing at least 1/2 of yoga twice a week so hopefully that will catch up. In addition, I'll averaging 1500 calories a day. No cheating. Not a chip, not a cooking, not a french fry, not a drop of wine.
Food 911
I love salt and chocolate. The salt has been easy. I have a constant supply of pickles and olives close at hand. For the chocolate, I keep a bag of hershey semi-sweet chocolate chips (yes the kind for baking.) I tbsp is 70 calories so I drizzle it on my fruit of choice, usually bananas. It was a big hit with the bf. Surprisingly, their garden harvest soup recipe is pretty good. I had to add jalepenos because it was a bit bland and I added whole wheat to it for texture.So without the pasta it's 246 calories for 3 cups (the book has enough for 10 cups but I scaled it down.) I have the recipe if you want it. I also started eating raw almonds (just a half ounce.) It's supposed to be good for you and I take the multi-vitamins.
Every Sunday, I still take my walk, usually around Fairmount Park at 3 p.m. This week my special guest stars were Sam and Janet.
In Conclusion I'm done with my pity party. This is still my goal - to be Morticia. No one wants to see a fat Morticia. Won't Mike make a great Gomez though:) So that's about 40 pounds by October.
You Day 26
This was my last weigh in for the month. I haven't lost or gained in a week. I gave it to Sam to hold for a month as I KNOW that I've lost inches. I'm actually going to the doctor on monday so it will be my official number for the month.
Rocky ain't got nothing on me
I'm still doing my 100 situps and 50 pushups 3 times a week. I've added at least 1/2 hour of yoga once a week. I tried jump roping for extra cardio. I do three minutes and then rest for a minute and then 3 more etc. I read that's what boxers do to train. I do think that I am getting stronger and I'm looking a little less potbellish. I really wish, however, that the cats didn't pull my hair or play with my feet during yoga. It's most distracting. I swear I'm not an Olsen sister By 9 p.m. at night, I realized that I had only eaten 400 calories. I had been pre-cleaning all day for my maid interviews (2 out of the 5 showed up. I hired one so yeah.) I had to 900 calories of food to make sure I wasn't go to pass out.
My weapon, olive oil.
I've been reading that we tend to heat it
too high and it loses it's nutrients. So I usually use cooking spray for veggies and then put one or two tablespoons of oil in a bowl. Whenever I finish cooking, I either use my pastry brush to spread it in the food or dump the bowl in. It's good for your digestion. Also, I was craving a chocolatey desert so I melted chocolate chips and drizzled it on bananas. Delicious and pretty low cal.
You Day 24
I'm giving this to Sam to hold for a month. I'm obviously weighing myself and it's just making me frustrated.
Asparagus is awesome.
Cardiovascular stuff is hard
I am adding jump rope tonight (apparently 10 minutes = 30 minutes of hard core walking.) Also if you're in a pinch and have On Demand - go to Exercise TV and think Walking for fitness. Leslie Sansome has a bunch of walking programs that help you work up a sweat without feeling like you're going to die.She's annoying but it works. I have some of her DVDs if you want to try. Last night was a bad night The jerkoff weirdo tried to follow me home after finished tutoring at the free library on 19th and Vine. Luckily my student saw him and started walking behind me and basically saved my life. My friend Kate is organizing self defense classes in late February or March. Think about coming along. I went home and did yoga rather than pig out. I did however, treat myself to a homemade smoothie (237 calories of goodness.) I'm adding more yoga. It makes me less likely to kill people
Sunday Walks
I've tried to get a good walk in on Sundays around 3 if anyone ever wants to join me.
You Day 22
Everyone seemed pregnant and I felt thinner than most people in the room. I didn't feel bad for not being married like I thought I would. Go non-breeders! That said, I don't feel comfortable with compliments
>about my body (that will never change whether I'm 200 or 120.)
Pedometer by the dashboard lights
They say that if you do something 20 - 25 times in a row (like exercise) it becomes routine. This seems true. >I will say proudly that I did 100 situps and 50 (although slightly pathetic pushups.) I still don't like exercise except yoga. My pedometer kept resetting itself on Sunday which was wholy frustrating. The smoothie report I'm doing smoothie trials. So far bananas are a must and orange juice makes it a little better. Also roasted asparagus is delicious especially with hot pepper flakes. Oy yeah, 10 more days to go before I can have wine.
Transfat petition
Here's something that Edmund sent me about a transfats petition:http://takeaction.cspinet.org/campaign/phillytransfat?rk=w7S9Nlp1mfbKW
Happy eating:)
You Day 19
I went to my first concert this week sans alcohol. It was actually surprisingly enjoyable. My scale said last night I lost 3 pounds but this morning it said 6 pounds but I'm going with the 3 to be conservative. I'm under the 180 mark.
I'm up to 80 situps now. My next goal is 100 situps and I've selected the appropriate goal pants. I'm
going to try and incorporate one 1/2 session of yoga next week into my schedule.
I splurged yesterday and went to amazon (it's my first fast food adventure since You began.) I just got a garden wrap and the lowest calorie smoothie I could find. It was a nice treat.
I've added garlic supplements back into my vitamin fold.
Anyone know of any good dance nights? I now feel like dancing again:)
I went to my first concert this week sans alcohol. It was actually surprisingly enjoyable. My scale said last night I lost 3 pounds but this morning it said 6 pounds but I'm going with the 3 to be conservative. I'm under the 180 mark.
I'm up to 80 situps now. My next goal is 100 situps and I've selected the appropriate goal pants. I'm
going to try and incorporate one 1/2 session of yoga next week into my schedule.
I splurged yesterday and went to amazon (it's my first fast food adventure since You began.) I just got a garden wrap and the lowest calorie smoothie I could find. It was a nice treat.
I've added garlic supplements back into my vitamin fold.
Anyone know of any good dance nights? I now feel like dancing again:)
You Day 15
The exercise is going fine. I'm averaging about 11,000 steps a day. I write in my food diary too.
I actually made one of the recipes from the book last night, an avocado tomato salsa. I didn't have the lime or the cilantro so I improvised but I did have tons of jalepeno and garlic. I even hauled out
the food processor. I brought the rest into work today. I've also discovered smoothies.
I did read an interesting fact - people who automate one meal a day - example I eat the same breakfast every day - tend to lose more weight. Just some food for thought.
Happy eating.
You on a Diet 13
I guess I'm going to have to give up the movie popcorn (sigh.) I'll try not to eat after 8:30 but
it's so hard with my schedule.
You on a Diet Day 10
I was at my therapist's office today and the staff is eating pizza. I don't even like pizza that much but I could have a killed a baby seal for one. I'm not hungry, I'm just grieving. I do allow myself two "cheat" foods, movie theater popcorn and reduced fat hot chocolate.
That said, my winter pants feel better and I've started reintroducing yoga and vitamins back into my
life. I walked something like 16,000 steps on tuesday.
It's now 10 days with no booze too which hasn't been as hard really.
You on a Diet Day 7
How are you doing with your general weight loss or life efforts?
I took my first waist measurement - 36 1/2 inches ugh. I can help measure you if you wish. Well I'll
see what it is next week. I will say that my pants it better and I've managed to walk 10,000 steps every day this week. Walked around Lemon Hill area at Fairmount Park, it was beautiful.
Plus, I've stuck to my healthy eating stuff - no cookies, potato chips, french fries, booze nothing. I even started my daily vitamin. I will say that I'm mighty cranky though.
My goal is either lose 10% of whatever my weight is tomorrow after my doctor's appointment or to get below a 30" waist, whatever comes first. My reward is a professional massage.